I love that! Which brings me to my next questions, are you organised? Do you like setting goals and achieving? Are you more of a proactive person or a procrastinator?
I'm a big goal setter. I revisit my goals every single day. I have my planner and every year I set goals for the year, I set goals for the quarter and then I break it down every month, I break it down every week and by day. So I'm really big on goals. That really is what guides me day to day and what I'm trying to get done. And the more work I have in my business, I'm really thankful for that because it helps keep me on task. But at the same time, I totally procrastinate. I have been known to do that. I think that is something that creatives find a lot more. And I don't worry so much about it though, because if I'm into a project and I know I have a deadline, I'm ready to get it done. And I'm honestly at my best when I'm working out on a deadline and I like those rhythms of like working really hard and then just resting and being quiet and not thinking about work. And so, that works for me. The challenge is doing that and not burning out. And so day to day, I have activities built into my day that helps support my creativity and help me not burn out. So I'm a big journaler. That was something that I wanted to get into for a long time and just, I couldn't really get a rhythm with it. And last year I got really serious about journaling and I do it every day. It's how I start my workday. I look at my schedule for the day. I look at my goals for the day. Then I journal. I also meditate pretty much every day as well. And having these little moments where I can kind of carve out space to dump my brain, or just like, be really quiet, like help make these rhythms of working really hard and resting a lot more achievable and sustainable.
So my next question was what does a day in the life of Emily look like? So you just told us, you start with journaling and checking your goals.
I have a studio outside of my house. I find that works better for me. I've had periods of working from home, like when Covid hit and all of that, where I worked from home for three months and, it makes the boundaries between work and home life more difficult. And so I have a studio outside of my house. I've been here for about four years now and I love working around other people. So generally after I do like my morning routine, I'll either work from home for a bit and do computer tasks or I'll come into the studio; every day is different, which I love! I try to make at least one hour of weaving happen every day, but you know, like you were mentioning before, it's like, there's so many other parts of this job. It's honestly amazing how little I weave as a professional weaver. I always imagined that it would at least be 90% of my time. And, you know, until this point, it's more like 50% of the time that I'm weaving. But even if I'm working on computer tasks all day, I try to make at least an hour of weaving time. Whether it's for a specific project or a client or just something I'm doing for fun. So, that helps a lot as well, but yeah, every day is really different. Sometimes I'm done by five, sometimes I'm done by nine; it really depends on what's going on.
What is your creative process? Like you said, you like to get whatever's on your mind out through journaling, is there a creative ritual that you do, or do you just start weaving and let the ideas comes to you? How do you get inspired?
So I always start a weaving with the colour palette. I always start with colour first. What kind of colours do I want to work with? Is this for a client? Do they want specific colours? If this is something for a collection I'm launching, what are the colours in the collection? Or am I just trying something totally different? But I always start with like a yarn colour palette. So I'll bring things together, look at it, I'll photograph the yarn together and seeing it in a photo, really helps me imagine it more in a weaving. And so at that point, I'll like take things away or add things in. But once I have a colour palette in mind, I generally have some sort of design I want to do.
So I have patterns that I go back to over and over again. Or I’ll at least know generally what pattern I want to do, but my process is really intuitive. So like, even when I'm doing custom work, I don't do sketches. They don't work for me. I find that when I have a sketch that I try to stick to, it never turns out well. I think for me, it's like forcing it too much. And it's like, if I allow the piece, the colours and my gut to show me what needs to happen, it turns out a lot better. And the best work I've ever made, is pieces where I just let my gut tell me what to do next, and took it moment by moment. And so, especially when I'm weaving larger pieces, when I have a commission or something that's bigger, I'm not spending like eight hours a day every day on it until it's done. I'm just putting in an hour here, two hours here, an afternoon here, because I need a lot of space to process the colours that I'm working with and where the piece going. I need a lot of space around my weaving time to make really thoughtful decisions. And so it's a very long process, but I like it like that. I don't like to force things, when I force things they're not good. So I have to let it kind of evolve naturally.
And I think part of that rhythm, I got into it because before I was full time, when I was working part-time jobs and I was still weaving, I got into a really good routine of weaving 30 minutes a day. And, I wove a lot of pieces, like larger pieces over the course of six, nine, twelve months, in thirty minute increments and seeing that kind of progress, or being able to look back on that progress and see what I accomplished with such little amounts of time, was really encouraging and really informs what I'm doing now. As far as like my process goes, I think some people can sit down and just do a piece from start to finish, but I need a lot of space. I need time. I need to think, I need to meditate on it. Sometimes I wake up in the morning with the ideas of like, what needs to happen next, and I just needed a really good night's sleep to make that decision.
That sounds incredible to me! To have such discipline and patience and commitment to do something thirty minutes every day and just see it grow; I think there's something about that as well. Isn't there?
Yeah, and at the time where I was starting this 30 minutes a day thing, I had a couple of part-time jobs and I was working a lot. But I knew that I was working towards becoming a full-time artist, I still didn't know how to do it yet, but I knew that whatever I was doing, I just needed to keep weaving and I would eventually figure it out. And, so, you know, I would wake up early to get that 30 minutes in, I would go to bed late to get that 30 minutes in. And for one, I learned a lot of discipline doing that, and that's a really helpful skill to know, just for everybody. But most importantly, every day it was a reminder that I am an artist and that I am a weaver and that I am working towards something good. And so I wouldn't get down on myself as much that I wasn't where I wanted to be yet. You know, in my day-to-day work and the work I was doing for other people, I was working at the non-profit and a gallery at the time, and it wasn't what I wanted to be doing, and it just gave me so much courage to keep going, to have that routine and to have that daily reminder that I am an artist,
It sounds to me, having spoken to you in this last 45 minutes, that you've had very strong core beliefs from a young age and I heard you saying a lot that, “you trust your gut”. And in my own experience, I had to reach a certain age, to find myself and learn how to do that. Whereas from a young age, you seem to have had that trust in yourself despite not knowing where you were going or what you were going to do, you had enough faith and confidence in yourself and your skills to know that just by having commitment and discipline, you were going to get somewhere maybe. I mean, is it that? Did you know you were going to get somewhere or is it just that you were happy in the moment doing what you love?
Yeah, you know, I think making my art was where I first learned to trust myself and that wasn't something that I felt in other parts of my life. And so having that experience and having that one area where I knew that something was going to happen, even if I didn't know what it was, that has just informed the rest of my life and has given me so much more confidence and, you know, in decisions I make in my personal life and in many other ways. And so I definitely didn't start out being so in touch with my gut and what I wanted, but through becoming the artist that I am today, I've learned it a little bit at a time and I've gained that confidence and I've gained that practice. And it took a long time. I mean, honestly, like it really, it wasn't like an overnight thing. It's really been a slow build up to that. And the other part too. There was a point where I stopped traveling quite as much, and I settled down in my city. I was still working a lot, and that's when I started taking the workshops, and I really went through a phase of being very into personal development and reading all the books that I could and listening to podcasts and exploring that. And so that really helped me have more tools at my disposal to have a strong core. And so that's honestly a newer experience for me. And that has also been quite a journey along with my creativity that, you know, I don't know that I would have explored if it wasn't for wanting to honour my creative self. But anyway, I'm glad I did.
What a beautiful thing to say, “honouring your creative self”! You truly are glowing and it really shines through!
Thank you! (smiles)
So can I just ask, because you said you don't like restricting yourself. So what if someone comes in and says, “I want a green piece” and green is your worst color, can you do it? Do you do it?
Well, you know, I don't say no to any colors. I really don't. But you know, if somebody comes to me and they want something that is not my aesthetic, that's not a circle or not a round piece or, something outside of my wheelhouse, I do say no. And, I find that the people who come to me for custom work, they want something that is in my voice and the clients that I work with, give me a lot of freedom to explore that. And they trust me to do that. So if I'm talking to somebody and I don't think they're going to trust me to make something really beautiful, then I say, no.